A dream of mine officially died the other day.
Yesterday was the deadline to submit my acceptance application as a volunteer at Star Wars Celebration 5. Due to unforeseen troubles, I am not able to attend. It was heartbreaking to accept, but I just could not make it to Florida in August. Money issues being the main thing, I had to be reasonable and admit defeat.
That may be part of why I’ve been in the dumps for a few days. I had this amazing opportunity in front of me, begging to be taken advantage of, and I blew it. I’m sure I will get another chance to go and possibly volunteer, but I wanted this year to be the year! I wanted it so horribly.
Geek drama. Truly is pathetic that I’m whining about a Star Wars convention.
Does anyone even remotely understand?